late but still made it..

"It's never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot

I'm not usually this emotional but it's been a hard year this one, not something for the faint of heart. Tears wept, friends lost, hate spread out. Though moving forward with a new year, moving forward into something new, something better, a breath of fresh air from the norm. Consistency is what I'm searching or rather hoping for. Sometimes I feel as though I struggle to take two steps forward yet I'm brought ten steps back. Though goals have been set and challenges are ahead, I take this time to contemplate on what should arise and what things should be considered.

I'm only as human as I try, I am only as good of a writer as I choose to be. I'm sitting here and just wondering what awaits, contemplating the vastness of creativity in my own mind, what life lessons are to come and how will I accept them. To whom or what my heart and soul should be open to, where I may place my own trust in.

"Eight days into the New Year and I must apologize for being so late. Happy New Year." - Ryan D.