you know the problem with depression? nobody is ever really there for you, they say the best way is to come out and tell everyone how you feel, how you're doing, how you contemplate suicide over and over again, that you should just talk to someone. in reality nobody really gives a damn, it all falls down on you and what path you want to take, everybody else is out to get their own, they're out to fend for themselves not you. the worst of things is realizing you're broken.. and nobody will fully understand but you, you're all alone.