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"insert quote here" - Sorry this is the best i've got

Blank sheets of paper, with permanent marks on them. We realize nothing at this time is perfect, nothing is ever at it's best, though accepting is what makes us our better selves. You constantly hear about people trying to change others, trying to make them different, make them better, why is that? Are we so self indulged that we hold a greater power over others to mold them into a certain way?

I stopped caring; I stopped caring about all the stupid shit, all the sideline comments, all the high and mightiness which surrounds you on a daily basis, the judges and the jury. Perhaps maybe I just started drinking more, but it doesn't matter. You know they say old wounds heal, and that they do, they heal but leave scars which constantly remind us. The trick however is to press on, there's no doubt that you'll always see that mark, but you can always press on. I know the stories, I see the constant glare I get from people once close, but what do they know, what do they understand? Fuck em, that's the best I've got, I'm not holding grudges, I'm holding things that are dear to me.

Don't indulge in what others think, give a kind nod and move on. You know just as well as I do, that moment when you were told you "don't touch", you'll still touched. You want to feel the mistakes, you want to feel the moment, what cares do you have that others know better than you, that others know what matters more. The price you pay is small, all that matters is the freedom that your soul continues to feed on. You're free to make your own decisions as always, sure hear and listen to the sideline comments, listen to whatever. Do what feels right to you.. though I will warn, know when you need to protect yourself.

"Cancer, one hell of a drug I suppose." - Ryan D.

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